Saturday, September 6, 2014

Embracing Obscurity


If you’ve been connected at all to the Christian blogosphere in the past month or so you will have undoubtedly heard the saga of celebrity pastor Mark Driscoll and his sudden (though not at all surprising) fall from grace. Now Driscoll’s troubles are well documented and a quick Google search will provide you with more information and commentary than I could ever provide in this blog – so I’m not going to bore you with the details of the case – nor am I going to pile on the criticisms and judgments that you might expect from someone like me who has openly stood against many of the things that Driscoll and his buddies have been famous for in the past decade. What I want to look at instead today in this blog is what I have taken away from the Mark Driscoll saga and how I need to become a different type of pastor as a result of it.

A few weeks back I was driving to Portage La Prairie (about 50 minutes down the highway from me) to pick up my dog who had been kennelled while my family was away on vacation. Having just gotten off of a transcontinental flight about 12 hours earlier no one felt much like making the trip with me so I took the opportunity to fire up my iPhone that had been sitting in mothballs while I was away and catch up on some podcasts. Seeing as this was the height of the media storm concerning Driscoll you can guess what the conversations were about. It was during this drive, and while listening to one of my regular podcasts (The Phil Vischer Podcast if you’re interested) that one of the hosts turned the discussion from the specifics of the Driscoll controversy to the much larger problem of Western Christianity’s obsession with celebrity.

Celebrity is not a phenomenon that is unique to modern western expressions of the faith. There have been celebrities within the church, as long as the church has been around. Great teachers, leaders, theologians, writers, revolutionaries and evangelists have long risen above their local and immediate contexts to become the voice of a movement or a generation. This sort of celebrity comes when greatness is thrust upon someone by circumstance, happenstance, and/or (one would hope) divine appointment for the purposes of fulfilling God’s will. However in the last 100 years (an arbitrary, but I would guess fairly accurate timeframe) we as a western culture have turned celebrity into less of an occurrence and more of a product that is meticulously manufactured and marketed to a public that has developed a voracious appetite and addiction to the idol that celebrity represents. Consider the popular music scene as a chief example – where attractive young artists (a term that must be used loosely) are scouted, trained, groomed and auto-tuned into an irresistible package of the-next-big-thing and then shoved down our throats through every available media channel until we are infatuated with them. Manufacturing and marketing celebrity is big business.

And the church, not wanting to be left out of the business of culture making at some point decided it should begin manufacturing celebrities too. Skye Jethani (who was the co-host on the podcast that I mentioned earlier) followed up that episode with a blog of his own where he elaborated on his thesis. He calls it the Evangelical Industrial Complex (EIC); an industry that has an ever increasing capacity for authors, speakers, and gimmicks to market, which demand an ever increasing pool of Christian celebrities to meet its quota. He actually likens it to the military industrial complex that emerged out of the end of World War II and which has so driven US defence spending out of need to feed the machine. But what I see is a culture that encourages people to aspire to celebrity status, in the hopes that one day they will be “noticed” by someone in the industry, in much the same way that modern pop stars like Justin Bieber and Ariana Grande were noticed my music moguls from their self-promoting YouTube videos.

Which brings me back to Mark Driscoll. Mark, for all the harm he has caused, and all the good he has done, was someone who had celebrity thrust upon him. Not in the traditional way, but by the forces of the EIC. He was a young (and by his own admission probably too young), hip, different and influential pastor of a church in a heavily unchurched part of the USA that was finding success. He has the right connections, and his team was media savvy and that voice found an outlet and he found a following. Shortly thereafter came the book deals, and the speaking tours, and the recognition of being one of America’s foremost celebrity pastors. He told people all around the world to worship Jesus – but the truth of the matter is that many of us secretly worshipped him. We wanted a celebrity and the industry found some talent and made one for us in our own image – and we declared him good. Should we be surprised at all that he has now fallen from grace? Should we be surprised at all that the very same industrial complex that made him a celebrity has now sacrificed him on the altar of public opinion?

Mark Driscoll is a cautionary tale for any pastor who may have aspirations of being anything more than the faithful under-shepherd of the flock that God has assigned him or her to. It’s not about his theology, his politics, or his leadership style in the end – those may be the things that are pulling him back down to earth, but the fall was induced by the unsustainable gravity of his celebrity status. The bigger they are, the farther they fall.

And that is why this will be my final blog post on chrisssmithtopher.com

A colleague of mine popped in for a friendly visit shortly after I began my ministry here in Winnipeg he was telling me about his prayer when he became the lead pastor of his church (and he will forgive me I’m sure if I slightly misquote him here – it’s been a year), he asked God that his influence would never exceed his maturity; in many ways that’s the same thing that I’m trying to ensure here. I don’t want to be conflicted by the work of building my “brand” and the co-labour I have been called to in building the church as a shepherd of this local flock. I know without needing any outside critique that my maturity does not warrant more influence than I already have (perhaps not even what I have), and I know that no matter how humble my words or how self-depreciating I can be, that the seeds of wanting to be more lie buried deep within me. And so I am choosing to deny them the light they so desire that would allow them to grow into something that would choke out the good seed of the Gospel that God has planted in me.

I am not naïve or arrogant enough to believe for a second that I am destined to be the next Mark Driscoll, or Rob Bell, or Craig Groschel (or pick your favourite celebrity pastor and insert them into this list); I will likely never have a world famous podcast or best selling book (I will likely never write a book so that’s almost a certainty). I will likely never be invited to join the touring circuit as a Christian speaker or ascend to great positions of power within my denomination – but it would be far too easy for me to manipulate my “brand” so that even in much smaller ways the gravity of celebrity could pull me crashing back to earth and jeopardize the small, but significant work that God IS doing through me in my ministry. And so after much prayer and deliberation I have decided to discontinue my practice of blogging on chrissmithtopher.com and instead take my periodic thoughts, musings and teachings onto our new and improved church website. From now on all of my blogging will be done under the banner and authority of my local congregation and for the edification of my local congregation. And because it will no longer be my blog that I contribute to, I will just be one of several voices that will lend insight and interest to that blog – further diluting my capacity to have my influence exceed my maturity.

I know that some of you will be reading this and think that I’m overreacting. You will think that I’ve taken this idea way too far and am throwing away a perfectly good platform to share Christ through my writings. I appreciate your perspective but I cannot ignore what I feel the Holy Spirit is convicting me of – whether it seems like common sense or not. I also know that some of you will think that I’m making a mountain out of a molehill – and that my decision is no big deal and not worth this self-aggrandizing explanation – perhaps you’re correct, but after 258 posts I felt like some explanation was warranted. And lastly I know that some of you will think that in posting this I am judging other pastors who have not, and will not, take the same steps in relation to their brand-building. Please hear me that God has not told me that this practice of personal brand-building is wrong, or sinful full-stop – he has merely told me that it is wrong for me. And in the same way that a Christian can choose to abstain from alcohol without passing judgment on a brother or sister who drinks responsibly – I harbour no judgement toward anyone else who chooses a different path.  This is something I must do, something that God has asked me to do.

And so I say goodbye. Thank you for all the praise, encouragement and constructive feedback you’ve all given me over the years. It’s been an amazing and exciting ride. Chrissmithtopher.com will continue to exist as an archive of my past writings until the domain expires – at which point I will probably keep it up under a new name as long as blogger will host it for free.

God bless,
Christopher